Originally written on March 19....
****Babe,
Chele, Nana, Kim, Stacie and other family members please do not read****

The entire crew...minus a Savage!

Mother with Nana, Kacky and Mike!
Jason's grandmother has been in the hospital. She was diagnosed with
Alzheimer's a few years ago and went into the nursing home on Jan 9, the day before my sweet Papa passed away.
She has being sent home from the hospital to the nursing home with hospice. I am so sad with all that has happened since Jan. 10t
h. Sad for me really...not for them. They are or will be where there is no more tears or pain.
We've just had so much happen since Jan. I lost 2 great uncles and my Papa within 16 days. In Feb. my friend since
kindergarten buried sweet 5 day old baby Hank. Yesterday, Jason attended his youth minister growing up, our pastor when we first got married until recently, and someone he called a friend's funeral...Dick was 56. He was such a good man! And touched so many lives in those 56 years! And now to learn that "Mother" is being sent home with hospice to slowly pass from this earth to the loving arms of our Savior. I am excited for all these. They are healthy and happy now. But sad. I am sad that Jason is going to have to feel the pain of losing someone he loves and adores so much. I am sad that my children are going to have to grieve losing another great-grandparent. I am sad because I loved that woman like she was my very own grandmother. Sad...
Please pray if you are reading this that Mother will not hurt. And that we will all have strength during this difficult time...

Tonight, March 28th, we visited J's grandmother. We've been told that she will not last much longer. I know that it is all in God's time, but after seeing her I just can't imagine her being here much longer. In fact, while I sat there watching her struggle and fight sleep I prayed that the Lord's will be done. And that she would not hurt anymore.
There were moments that I caught a glimse of "Mother", but for the most part she was not there. She did acknowledge our baby. And enjoyed kissing him and looking at him. And commented on how pretty he was which is so "Mother"! She always says, "He must take after his great-grandma, cause he is so pretty!" But for the most, she talked out of her sweet little head.
Please pray for our family. It's just sad. And tomorrow is her birthday...
Thank you!